As I previously mentioned, I've been having loads of dreams with the past and people I have a poor or no relationship with. One of these people is Joe. He's popped up in my dreams a few times, and even apologised.
Anyway, it was nagging at me and I was on Facebook when he commented on a fellow friend's status, and I creeped (aka clicked his profile ( Read more... )

Hey ( Read more... )

Leigh-Ann: You think he was your true love?
...
Me: So, yes, in some ways I did think that. But how can you think that when they left you alone?
Leigh-Ann: Ya, that's when you know it's over.
Leigh-Ann: That's hard.

I wish I would just stop being surprised when pictures of her or her and him appear.

I wish it would stop hurting.
I get more annoyed with myself than anything, it's like a back and forth in weak moments.
Usually, I am doing pretty ok.
I guess it just has me wishing I was important enough (I know I'm important, not like that, but still, worth fighting ( Read more... )

It's been a year since I got the text saying I would be asked for advice that I never got to offer, more or less listen to.
The decision that made my life harder emotionally and tore at my heart..
What I've realized, is why I want to know why being friends was so vital after how I was treated.
I realize I pinpoint the choice often inadvertently, but ( Read more... )

It's quite ridiculous how the questions you should've asked in person sit perfectly on your tongue now.
Wonderful.